Just Fine - Tia
I was having it last night. I woke up at 3 in the morning and couldn't get back to sleep until almost 7. I won't go into detail suffice it to say I was having a "I'm really not feeling my life" moment.
This morning I finally dragged myself out of bed at 10. I probably could have slept longer. My blackberry from work is a good indicator of how the day is going to go. It's usually about to melt down by 10 am, so the fact that it had been silent since 9 last night was a good sign that it was going to be a slow day. But I knew I had stuff to do so I literally pulled my self out of bed on 4 hours of sleep and got started.
I turned on VH1 because I seriously can't start a morning like this without music. I was grumpy and tired and in physical pain from the lack of sleep and still kinda not feeling my life.
And then MARY came on and changed the game.
I watched the video slack jawed. Mary was pretty much singing my theme song. I googled the lyrics and realized that...well, that I'm fine. I thanked God for another day, put all of the stuff that I was worried about behind me and got to it.
So until further notice, this is my anthem.