As of today, I am no longer moving into my rental across town.
As of today, I am technically homeless.
As of today, I am happier than I have been in weeks. And that is not sarcasm.
You can spend your days depressed about the past unwise choices in your life: the red flags, the non-chalantness of attitude when reality is beating down your door. Or you can sit up and say "I am now ready to listen. What is the lesson and how can we not repeat this?" The landlords of the property are too unprofessional for words. For the most part, the red flags didn't come until 2 months later which would make it about a week ago. So really, I could not have seen this coming. I'm just glad that I decided to not sign the lease even though I have no backup plan and must be out of my place TOMORROW.
I do believe that I am most happy because this is now completely in God's hands. If the outcome of this was solely up to me, I would be in a corner somewhere crying waiting to die. Seriously. I don't have nearly as much faith in myself as I probably should. But because I know that I know that the bible says that my God "shall supply all my needs according to his riches and glory in Christ Jesus" I am not sweating one bit.
I'll be back with a praise report soon.