Wednesday, August 15, 2007

So now what - Tia

So I've been in Atlanta for a week and I haven't stopped running yet. I came in town on the night of the JT concert and seriously haven't been able to take a break. I left town for a wedding and I'm leaving town again tomorrow for a another one. And even though I have only been teaching for a few days, I'm already looking for another job. Apparently, I don't have the patience for the children the way I used to. Not to mention the fact that you just don't get paid anything working with children. And right now I am a special kind of broke. I mean special like, haven't gotten any groceries since I've been here, hitting my pops up for food, broke. LA had the nerve to break me while I was there and kick me on the way. Just getting out was twice as much as going in. Same company, basically the same distance, and yet it literally cost twice as much to move out of the state as it did to move in. They said it was something about freight charges. I say it was LA screwing me one last time.

And if the financial situation wasn't enough, I, for the first time EVER, have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. The little brats....I mean, darlings at the school where I teach have made me rethink my life's current goals. And because I am a planner, have ZERO direction beyond the next day scares the hell out of me.

I seriously have been hanging on to the following scriptures for dear life:

Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground
- Psalm 143:10

I will lead the blind by ways they have not known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them; I will turn the darkness into light before them and make the rough places smooth. These are the things I will do; I will not forsake them.
- Isaiah 42:16

Hallelujah Hollaback

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